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Sunday, October 15, 2006
moving onto jazzified-.blogspot.com
see you.
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HOW TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES YOU:
1. The guy will be extremely nice to you.
2. He will tell you that you did something good, even whenyou did it horribly.
3. He might make fun of you.
4. He will want to be your best friend.
5. He might complement you on something normal like, yourhair, even if you wear it that way everyday.
6. He will stick up for you.
7. He will start hanging out with your friends.
8. He will flirt with you.
9. He will call you for no good reason.
10. He will make eye contact with a serious look on his face.
HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES YOU:
1. They always talk about the different kind of guys theyCOULD have.
2. They stare at you with a smile on their face and won'tlook away until you do first.
3. They ALWAYS seem to be talking about how nice or cuteyou are.
4. They laugh at all your jokes, no matter how stupid they are.
5. They will ask you who you like, continuously.
6. They talk to your friends about you a lot.
7. They always are flirting with every other guy, except you.
8. They always try to make you jealous.
9. They beg you to do everything for them.
10. They always ask you what to do in a bad situation.
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
fcuk it. so many of my holidays have been wasted. bitch.
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
oh no. i'm feeling real inferior now. damn.
agrr..
nvm,
anyways. i'v always known that my mouth is huge. but i'v never thot that i would hav to remove 11!!! teeth/ tooth!! damn. i need to remove 11, in order to put braces. well.. soon. n ermmm.. i m gonna hav a surgery to remove all, so my mom was thinking of having me to stay at the hospital for i think 2 days. ermmmm.. no visits please.. i mean it. i don wan anyone to see my SWOLLEN mouth!! agrr. i'm so scared la
n also scared, cos my drving test's on this coming wed. agrr!!
**scowls. i cant help but feel inferior by her beautiful eyes. e funny thing was that i don notice them before, i m jealous. i truly am. agrr..
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Friday, October 06, 2006
heys guys, my phone's at e repair's. so its kinda difficult to find me, especially when i won't b online too often already. yupps..
anyways.
what's with people any-how adding others on msn? i mean. i ony prefer my own friends adding me on msn. i don't like it if strangers just add me. because i feel those friends that we'l be making online are kinda insincere, or rather fake. i mean, i'v been that phase before. i know i'm kinda evil by saying him with those words. but sorry this's my way of doing stuffs now.
"then if you like that, how to make friends?" he asked.
there isnt exactly many or more friends. friends cant be counted. because some are only hi-bye friends, or only once seen. while come others are really friends.
so i don't exactly am being intimidated(is this e right spelling?) by that "you wont get friends like the way you r doing"
because i want only sincere friends now. no time for those insincere ones. sorry.
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i remembered why i love the moon. because it was moonchild, that movie that got both me n james closer. yupps..
i was sitting in the car waitin for the instructor n lyin on the seat looking at the darkening sky, the brightening moon, n wondered, why do i like moon-gazing so much.
its nice.
anyways, i saw a box of panadols in my dad's car. then i asked him whether it belongs to him, he hesitated n answer yes.
i was kinda upset. hais.. i didn know what to say to my dad. i know he has been stressed up by his new company, but panadols? its not great.
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
"i told u so, i told u so, told u so, told u.." it jus kept repeating in my head. its by me to me, myself and i. agrr!! why am i always always giving others chances to let me down? damn.
anyways, today was supposed to catch the starlight movie. but mine came, so no mood to go out, wanted to cancel the date with my fren, but didn know how to open my mouth to say. but my friend cancelled out instead. i was glad that he cancelled instead of me doin it. but i m upset that he cancelled, he's obviously out there clubbing as usual right now. damn. i need a drink.
i'm jus so fcuked up by e fact that i'v been spendin too much time at that bloody sengkang place to do the cleaning up. and also surrounded by those unmarried "brothers" complaining to me that they'r still single. my problem is it?
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
SHOWER TEST.When you step into a shower, which partof the body do you wash first?Please select a body first?A. Chest
B. Face
C. Armarms
D. Hair
E. Privates
F. Shoulders
G. Others
My Answer is D.A. (Chest):You are a practical person. Straightforward and do not beat around the bush.To you, convenience is of paramount importance. You hate tobe distracted when concentrating and are impatient with people whodo not see things your way. A good sex partner and willing to try newthings. Your best partner in life will be those who choose D (Hair).
B. (Face):Money is important to you and you will do anything to get it.Integrity and dignity is not important. You feel that friends are there to be used and life is one big hassle. Other people find it hardto understand you, but you are not concerned as to what they think.Very self-centered person. Average sex partner as too selfish andtend to be absorbed in self pleasure at the expense of your partner. Your best partner in life will be those who choose E (Privates)and G (Others).
C. (Armpits):You are a dependable and hard working person. Generally verypopular person as you are very down to earth and willing to help others. Tend to get yourself into trouble as you cannot tell whetherpeople are genuine towards you. Make very poor sex partners as youare the working type with average talent. Your best partner in lifewill be those who choose F (Shoulders).
D. (Hair):Artistic type. Daydreaming is your hobby, but you can achieve whatmost other people cannot. Dedication is lacking, but you will worktirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. Money is notimportant. Friends are but only intellectuals and fellow artistictypes. Make the best sex partners as you are most willing to explore and please the other partner. Talent is your main strength. Your bestpartner in life will be those who chose A (Chest) and E (Privates).
E. (Privates):Shy type. You lack self confidence and tend to be bullied by others. You do not have lots of friends as others find you boring andunattractive. Perserverance is not your strength and you tend to giveup easily and at the first opportunity. However, you make an aboveaverage sex partner. You are able to show your true emotions to very few people. Hence in sex, you find your inner strengths. Your bestsex partner in life will be those who choose B (Face) and D (Hair).
F. (Shoulder):A born loser. You fail in everything that you do. People dislike you and you tend to spend your time alone. Your type have been known tobe heavy gamblers and drinkers. You see the world as a livin hell.Money and power is also important to you. But your luck will alwaysfail you. You make a lousy sex partner. You will find it difficult to find a partner in life. Those who choose C (Armpits) are youronly chance.
G. (Others):You are a very average person. Undoubtedly, you have your innerstrengths, but people find it hard to see. You must learn to be a littlebit more adventurous and see your potential. Deep down, you are verylikeable person with very few faults. However, the key will be tomake your strengts stand out and not just hide you weaknessess. You are an average sex partner. You have great fantasies about differenttechniques, but unfortunately are not brave enough to try them out.Your best partner in life will be those who choose B (Face).
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Friday, September 29, 2006
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
i hate dumb people. because they make me dumber than i already am. i hate emotionally and intellectually weak and dumb people.
in other words. i hate myself.
i hate it when someone says "i told u so."
example: A, me and B.
A is harmful, B told me to stay away. but i decided to forgive n start over. but A hurts me again n again. so when B says "told you so", i will feel upset cos it jus so makes me feel stupid, not bcos of B.
n i jus kinda did said told u so to my sis. i so wanna slap myself.
i dont know what ever i am talkin about already.
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Monday, September 25, 2006
i'm like so awake now. supposingly, to my usual run. but i guess, singapore's really aint that safe. so i'm gonna stop jogging in e morning. mayb i'll try evening runs, which's like total impossible. i still prefer morning ones, cos e air's cold. nice. but hais. i'm bored now.
anyways, i'm sure everyone will at least receive one or two forwarded msges, that goes like how the sender cherish u n all? i mean, if u were e sender, u would obviously mean what that msg meant, then sending it to another person rights? i mean I WOULD ONLY SEND IT IF I MEAN WHAT THAT MSG MEANT. so i really totally don get it to receive those msges from him. hey. when was those i needed when i needed. now u'r stil blowing cold with me n yet sending me that kind of msges. i can so bet that its another prank joke of ur BEST FREN which he asked u to do.
usually i would b so happy to receive those kinda msg, it somehow shows that someone cares. but when i'm receiving from him. i would think, WTH.
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Friday, September 22, 2006
so many things happened e past days.
aunt doreen's becoming like my mom.
i dont know whether my mom treats me like a daughter now bcos i m her daughter or simply cos mel n jia r like that now, so she can only rely on me in the future? (my long frens will know of my relationship with my mom since young, so they will understand y i think this way. i dont know how to elborate much also, cos its jus too much stuffs.)
but its scary to talk to her cos i dont know how to talk to her. do u know how diffcult is it? i have to write a script out 1st to speak to her. hahas.. nvm.
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
alanda
--[adjective]:Visually addictive
ng shi jie
--[adjective]:Banshee-like
alanda ng shi jie
--[adjective]:Extremely extreme!
hahas!!
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Monday, September 18, 2006
OH happy HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY DEAREST DADA!!!
i love you lots, n simply more. u know it.
thank you for trying to make my life bearable despite that witch for the past 18 yrs of mine.
thank you for never giving me up.
but however, no thanks to your laziness. heex..
thank you for your lame-ness.
thank you for still tryin to make ur marriage with the witch going, thou i know u wanna give up.
i cant promise a good life for you in the future, but u know i will do my best to give you the best.
u taught me, never give up, just do my best. i'm still learning, but u haven gave up on me. thank you. i love you!
make your eyes smaller n your jokes lamer! **hugs!
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my answers anyways,
- tiger, pig, cow, sheep, horse [horse was actually my 3rd choice but dono what made me changed to the last jus before proceeding to the next question]
it means pride, money, career, love, family. (that's the way i'd changed my priorties to, since last night.)
- Dog = loyal [i am]
cat = scary [my partner]
rat = evil [my enemies]
coffee = yucky [sex to me is?]
sea = simply beautiful [my life]
- yellow: kean
orange: Maggie
red: felicia
white: JJ [ not even sure whether he rembrs me]
green: Sheralyn
- 16
everyday.
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i saw this n did this. its totally unreal. believe me.
PERSONALITY TEST
The Dalai Lama said read it to see if it works for you. Very interesting. Just 4 questions and the answers will surprise you. Do not cheat by looking up the answers. The mind is like a parachute, it works best when it is opened. This is fun to do, but you have to follow the instructions very closely. Do not cheat.
MAKE A WISH BEFORE BEGINNING THE TEST!!
A Warning! Answer the questions as you go along. There are only four questions and if you see them all before finishing, you will not have honest results. Go down slowly and do each exercise as you scroll down. Don't look ahead. Get pencil and paper to write your answers as you go along. You will need it at the end. This is an honest questionnaire which will tell you a lot about your true self.
Give an answer for each item.
-Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference. Cow Tiger Sheep Horse Pig
-Write one word that describes each one of the following: Dog Cat Rat Coffee Sea
-Think of someone (who also knows you and is important to you) that you can relate them to the following colours (do not repeat your answer twice. Name just one person for each colour.) Yellow Orange Red White Green
-Finally, write down your favourite number and your favourite day of the week.......................
Finished? Please be sure that your answers are what you REALLY WANT. Look at the interpretations below: (but first before continuing, repeat your wish.)
*This will define your priorities in your life.
Cow Signifies CAREER Tiger Signifies PRIDE Sheep Signifies LOVE Horse Signifies FAMILY Pig Signifies MONEY
*Your description of dog implies your own personality. Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner. Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies. Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex. Your description of the sea implies your own life.
*Yellow: Someone you will never forget Orange: Someone you consider your true friend Red: Someone that you really love White: Your twin soul Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life
*You have to send this message to as many persons as your favourite number and your wish will come true on the day that you put.
This is what the Dalai Lama has said about the Millennium-just take a few seconds to read it and think. Do not put away this message, the mantra will come out from your hands in the next 96 hours. You will have a very pleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious. Please do this. It is fascinating. SEND THIS E-MAIL MANTRA TO AT LEAST FIVE PERSONS AND YOUR LIFE WILL IMPROVE 0-4 persons: Your life will improve slightly 5-9 persons: Your life will improve to your liking 9-14 persons: You will have at least 5 surprises in the next three weeks 15 or more persons: Your life will improve drastically and all that you have always dreamed will take shape.
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
my aim of living in this world is to meet the people i'm destinated to meet.
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Friday, September 15, 2006
i just cut my fringe again. major ahahahhas!!
i changed my parting, n so i'v to kinda sweep it aside. heex. loving it at this min. hhas..
decided to continue with driving. wells.. hais.
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
its been kinda long since the last post ya?
hmmm.. nothing much this holiday, jus out with old frens, driving and that on-off fever.
i'm so gonna try to make time for everyone, cos i may not know when's the last day. whatever.
i'm gonna learn the stuffs i so wanna learn. do the stuffs i so wanna do. life's short.
anyone around me, may be leaving me at anytime. learn to forgive n, forget about the forgeting part, bcos i only have this life time to know them. life's a funny thing.
take care people.
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
i so wanna laugh about last night. i can only remember i walked for a very long distance. when i woke up i was on the bed. hahas.. weird.
stan, sorry about the trouble last night, but do not fear to bring sake again. this time i wouldn take my medicine. hahas
i'm telling you guys, i'm havin rashes, tummy pains afr having the medicines.
that stupid doc gave me a drug which is also panadol but stronger. i hav take it 4 times a day n 2 tablets each time. i get high each time n yet drowsy cos of the flu medicine.
i'm feeling very restless. i so wanna get a party down to my playground to view the moon with me.
laters.
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Monday, September 04, 2006
whee!! i jus cut my hair, n my fringe to m-shaped, but not that obvious, unless i really comb it str.
n i jus started my driving practical. hahas.. fright! i'm so afraid of knocking anyone down. hahas.. but its kinda fun. heex. till laters!
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
i have my own credit card! :] that's stanley card. .. heex..
i'm going to start getting busy meeting up with frens, having driving practical[hoping to finish all asap.] , watching vcds that i'm so gonna borrow from jess! heex. n. jesss, if its possible. hehex.. i so wanna borrow ur sewing machine. lu lala lala..
when there's a way, there will be a way. cause god will make a way. =]
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
i'm feeling so kinda hyper now, wells, i'm happy.
but i'v a feeling that its at the mode in which's soon to be change for the e other extreme. jus like that day, i was so tired then to a little too hyper then to jus a node to collasping. hmmm.. no idea.
anyways..
what i wanted to actually say's that, hmmm.. u wanted an answer, but i jus totally ignored it, i didnt ans. cos,
- u gave me those on-off stuff, n so when u'r doin the on stuff, u jus expect me to run to u like a pup? i'm real sorry, i've learnt. get another pup dude.
- u think u can get an answer jus bcos u asked the question? what about those answers i've wanted? those questions? u ignored them, u ignored my presence.
think u havent gotten this, but.. i'm just not another one for u to fool. or maybe, as usual. u ignore everything except u, and urself. have fun.
last paper tomor! 0oh lala lala.
p.s. my mom pronounces peach as bitch. muahaha.
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
I slept real early n long last night.
alrights. not that early but its considered early still.
and it feels great. nice.. sweet.
i was actually quite very tired during the paper.
i was jus staring at the questions, thinking," ya, familiar, did that before. but i dont feel like doing it now, i so wanna sleep." hahas.. wells, i did the questions at last, only to pause many times to wanting to sleep. hahas..
then went for job hunting with jess n stan, sat at tcc for a drink n chatted. hahahas..
stan n jess, the meaning of the words,
-sartorial
adj.
- of or pertaining to clothing or style or manner of dress: sartorial splendor.
- of or relating to a tailor, tailoring, or tailored clothing: sartorial elegance.
hahas.. i had so many many scary dreams, not nightmares, jus scary dreams for the past days. i think its the stress. hahas.. n last sun, i was told of how my ahmama panicked during my 1st day of school. hahas.. she's a real dear.
okies. till laters.
jiayou to all! last paper! jiayou!!
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
-my hands r rough. sobs. once like that, now like that. hais.
-and i found out that he lied to me about his name. like wtf. for how many bloody years!? i'm starting to wonder whether those feelings, emotions, everything during those precious yrs. are those real?
-i found another of my childhood fren on friendster.
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sorry to those who, may feel neglected. really sorry for i'v been so busy with my on-off fever, coming papers, frens' prb, n mine.
i know no reasons or excuses can push my responsibility. but i jus wish for those who cared for me to know that, no matter how little our msgs or conversations r, u'r still constant-ly on my mind. =) n take care for the smokey air has been quite harmful to most these days. take care.
a question to all, u may post ur answers if u want by clicking on my comments link below the time of the entry posted.
"what do you think is/are the aim/aims of living in this world?"
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12:45 AM
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the two of you.
you guys wanted to be frens still. you wanted. so i was fine with it. now what is it? treating me like a stranger? like an enemy?
when you guys said, normal, jus like how we used to b. i did as u wanted. i'v adjusted to being normal, treating you the same, hopin n making myself to feel the same, learning and learnt to live n b normal .. you think i'm not a single bit affected? i'm, to a very much extend. but you guys wanted normal as before. damn you now.
treating me like humouring a stranger? n laughing at me like how you used to laugh at ur ex-gf?
i'm really sick of being the jokes to humour u guys. i've had enough, get this.
i'm so gonna stand up n b happy n enjoy the rest of my life![ without you!]! i aint gonna waste the rest of my precious time being upset, life's short to be wasted.
u guys can jolly well jus look on.
you may say i'm sore. u can say whatever u want. but as long as i know its not the truth.
thanks for the more knowledge u guys hav given to me. i'v learnt quite some already. bye.
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Friday, August 18, 2006
i had great fun with sher today at kbox. its great singing once again. hahas.. but often i sang outta tune. cos usually when i sing, i need some gestures to help me to keep in tune n with the tempo. so when sher mentioned sth abt it, i tried to stop moving so much. hahas.. resulted in me singing outta tempo by goin fast. hahas.. that's real funny.
but i had a fun day with her. only except somethings. nvm. not worth mentioning.
thanks sher for today! rest more larhs. (=
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
last night:
i love fireworks. who can dislike them? i mean they'r beautiful n all. but heys, confession, i was extremely scared of fireworks when i was young. u see, i got snubbed accidentally by a cigar when i was young. so i'm scared of of fire stuff. but who could possibly dislike them? hmmm... okies fine, my dad n ken.
i remembered mel once said that since i love fireworks so much, i should have them on my wedding. but singpore isnt gonna allow this, so she said, "have ur wedding on national day then." .. .. but yuccks! i hate the date 9 august. bleah.
this morning:
went to da temple. the uncle said i'm bad-tempered. ermm... by looking at my face. nice one. but that was funny. tickled me laughing all da way. hahahs..
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Friday, August 11, 2006
a pat from myself on my back. glad that i didn wait.
anyways. A n B
i have got a movie date with A on thurs. but i feel that i shouldn go. i know i would hav fun on that day, but i would inflict hurt on many others, n thus making making me regret on the next days. i know i will regret deeply.
i got another date with B, nth's goin to be wrong. except that i know i wont b happy having to forgo A jus to spend the day with B. i will be much happier spending the day with A. but i dont want to have regrets later. i know i will. but i still want, still want. hais.
sheralyn can u bring me outta my misery and have a kbox session on thurs? so i wont have to make choices?
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
jus moved to this temporary house ytd. small, old, kinda scary, separated bathroom n toilet, no heater[ only cold water to bathe with], toilet bowl which my whole family jus cant seem to get used to. growls! i have to take bus to the interchange now! agrr..!!
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5 years ago I was:
13, started my secondary school. also the going-start of beautiful n painful memories
5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Chocolates
2. Potatos with tons of mayo
3. haw sheets
4. cuttlefish
5. lollipops!!
5 songs I know all the words to:
ermmm... i can only remember the words if i hear the music.
5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
1. Buy a whole building and get all my aunts n family to stay under the same roof.
2. build a playground at the new place with swings!
3. buy new clothes
4. get all my love ones to a full body check-up
5. buy massage chairs for dearest dad and ahmama n ahma
5 places I would run away to:
1. ahmama's hsh
2. the playground
3. esplanade
4. the merlion's
5. japan
5 things I would never wear:
1. vintage clothes r ok, but not those UGLY ones[u should know what i mean]
2. high waisted jeans, but formal wear pants r alrights
3. guys' underwears, boxers r alright
4. not sure
5. not sure
5 bad habits:
1. stubborn
2. unable to be alone
3. too princess-y
4. no self-motivation to do important stuffs
5. slow in mostly everything
5 biggest joys:
1. family n friends
2. chocolates
3. cup of warm chocs
4. moon
5. swing
5 famous people I would date:
1. Gackt
2. Gackt
3. Gackt
4. Gackt
5. Gackt
5 people to do this quiz :
1. felicia
2. sheralyn
3. khairul
4. stanley
5. emily
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7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
1) someone who hates n 's scared of being alone
2) someone who loves peace for deep thoughts
3) someone who loves those who love her
4) someone who hates n 's scared of insects
5) someone who loves food
6) someone who loves the moon and swing
7) someone loves n treasure all the memories of hers, as they'r what that made her her today.
7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
1) being alone
2) insects
3) betrayal and backstabbed, tattletales
4) bankrupt
5) losing my love ones.
6) my growling tummy[its always embarrassing me]
7) rapist[i'm not kidding]
7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
1) beep - pussycat dolls
2) i don't want to miss a thing - aerosmith
3) stick with you - pussycat dolls
4) gou gou shou - guo mei mei
5) zhen ming tian zi - alan n jolin
6) pon de replay - rihanna
7) buttons - pussycat dolls
7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST:
1) food
2) memories
3) music
4) being around my friends
5) thinking much
6) my handphone
7) water
7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1) yo yo check it out[deeply infuenced by sher]
2) fcuk you
3) arsehole
4) r u tryin to b funny or ver funny?
5) hahahhahahahahaha
6) don't like you larhs larhs larhs
7) hmmmm....
7 PEOPLE I WANNA SEE DO THIS:
1) stanley
2) sheralyn
3) felicia
4) emily
5) khairul
6) saufoo
7) yorkfeng
wouldyoujazzwithmeat
12:21 AM
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Friday, August 04, 2006
u know, i've believed that closed friends who'v quarrelled or lost trust in e friendship could actually make up n try to b close again, but this time, from another entrance.
for example: jess n stan's case. rembr how we quarrelled n made up already?
so. yuppps.. i'm thinking of whether to make another friendship work again.
wouldyoujazzwithmeat
3:16 AM
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
my mom also said sth similar to what sam said.
so sth happened jus now, i'm not goin to say what, only the parties involved know, n including mel. but when or if any of you guys do find out. please ask me if u wanna know the reason why i did it, so, please do not make any wild assumptions.
i'm full from han's, but my dad packeted food for me, hais. supper but i'm so full!!
laters.
wouldyoujazzwithmeat
1:24 AM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
i know i'm always acting like a spoilt brat. but really.., i've learnt to be a little better. so today when i was extremely angry at yuan for the tiniest, i got a shock. then i calmed myself down, acted like my normal self, but a little too fake and got irritated by somethings which shouldnt actually b much of a prb cos she's always like that, but i jus got irritated. anyways, i came home, cooled down with a shower. dad called to have dinner, i didn have the mood despite being hungry. so i revised for marketing, tasted blood in my mouth. but thr isnt any blood. took temperature, n tata, guessed right, had fever. that's reason for my short short temper-ness. fever still, but have to do my sem project. this is my brk. till laters.
wouldyoujazzwithmeat
11:52 PM
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sorry stanley, everyone's not in the best of mood. but tanks for sending me home just now. dont know what i would do without u.
=) love you brother.
wouldyoujazzwithmeat
12:31 AM
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
the only new thing about ququ is his name, ququ.
muahahahs.. that's what my dad said at dinner last night. hahas.. that was funny, especially when that was e name given to him by me. hahahs..
my mom asked why both ken n i seem to be always quarreling. lulalalu.. but. but. but. do we? hahas..
i'm looking forward the to the day when i can look in the eyes of those people who once hurt me in any ways. (: that's when i truely forgive and forget them.
wouldyoujazzwithmeat
4:11 PM
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